I started this “secret blog” so that I could get off my chest, anonymously, all of my relationship sins. The posts that I’ve written thus far were more than therapeutic.

So much so that I haven’t felt the need to post in six weeks.

It felt good to get on a soap box and explain my side of the story to an audience (albeit a small one). I wanted to know if I would be judged. What my punishment should be.

I left a marriage, broke up my family. Not for chasing another man, but just to get away from the one I had. But some people will tell you that’s a selfish thing to do. Some people said think about your kids. Think of what this will do to them.

Once I was single, I didn’t handle all the attention from other men very well. I fell into it. I soaked it up, lapped it up. It was kind of pathetic.

I wasted my time on people who were a waste of time.

I still have more stories to tell, other guys who I’ve not mentioned or explained.

But it really seems that starting to tell my side of the story here on WP has helped flush much of this guilt from my system, from my psyche. It’s a real load off.